Are you excited that daddy bought you a matching checkered shirt & khaki pants from H&M? you'll definitely look like dada on your baby shower. (:
You have your own closet now. And when daddy's free, he'll help you fix up your cot too. Perhaps, in the coming weekends.
So glad daddy caught a glimpse of you being active in the middle of the night. And you silly pie reacted to daddy's light shining. Mommy adores how you two bond better nowadays.
And mommy thinks you are adorable when daddy teased you on Saturday morning by pressing on mommy's tummy, then you reacted by giving daddy a kick. hurhur
I know, daddy sometimes can be naughty too.
I love you my precious little one. Can't wait to see you on the 3D machine again on the 22nd! (:
Monday, 17 October 2011
Tuesday, 4 October 2011
so energetic
you are so active lately, mommy can see you move.
very adorable.
love it when daddy kisses mommy's belly, and i know you love it too. (:
very adorable.
love it when daddy kisses mommy's belly, and i know you love it too. (:
Saturday, 1 October 2011
Wednesday, 28 September 2011
daddy and mommy decided to call you Kayleb for the time being. Until we manage to find you a better name. And daddy wants the fortune teller to decide if you're Chinese name is okay.
Grandpa named you "文翰".
My active little sunshine bundle of joy, for the time being your name is Kayleb Chng Wen Han 庄文翰。
Daddy & Mommy loves you. (:
Grandpa named you "文翰".
My active little sunshine bundle of joy, for the time being your name is Kayleb Chng Wen Han 庄文翰。
Daddy & Mommy loves you. (:
Tuesday, 13 September 2011
25 weeks old
My little sunshine joy, you are 25 weeks old today.
Mommy and Daddy can't wait to see you when you're ready to pop at 40weeks. (: We love you so very much. And my smart little boy, I guess you know Mommy & Daddy are really busy lately for the big day on 9th Oct. Bear with us ok?
You've been so active lately. Gave mommy such a hard kick earlier, it was so visibly clear. (: My silly little pie. Mommy loves it when you are moving, it lets me know you are doing okay. Continue being a good boy okay?
I love you.
ps: you weighed 748g last week, when we saw Dr. Ang. Unbelievable because an average fetal weight at week 24 is about 600g. Momma's so proud of you. Growing strong and big. (:
Mommy and Daddy can't wait to see you when you're ready to pop at 40weeks. (: We love you so very much. And my smart little boy, I guess you know Mommy & Daddy are really busy lately for the big day on 9th Oct. Bear with us ok?
You've been so active lately. Gave mommy such a hard kick earlier, it was so visibly clear. (: My silly little pie. Mommy loves it when you are moving, it lets me know you are doing okay. Continue being a good boy okay?
I love you.
ps: you weighed 748g last week, when we saw Dr. Ang. Unbelievable because an average fetal weight at week 24 is about 600g. Momma's so proud of you. Growing strong and big. (:
Wednesday, 24 August 2011
hello there.
Hello there my baby, you've been dancing around and kicking momma since I've got into the office. Are you excited that momma's back to work?
I'm so sorry that momma's got a bad tummy lately. But momma will keep eating proper meals so the nutrients will get to you too!
We'll be heading to Dr. Ang's clinic after work today okay? We need to get you your vitamins so you can grow big and strong.
Can't wait to see you on the ultrasound screen on the 9th. Momma and daddy loves you so very much.
Thursday, 11 August 2011
Detailed Scan at 20weeks
Was really excited to see the little one yesterday.
Is it normal for a mommy-to-be to worry alot about the baby's health?
Is it normal for a mommy-to-be to worry alot about the baby's health?
Can't wait till the next appointment to see you again.
And hopefully daddy can come along too. (:
Monday, 8 August 2011
short message to my little one.
to my little one "daddy's home. and we'll see him very soon, I know you miss his voice. he'll be able to look at you clearly come Wednesday when you pop up on the ultrasound screen."
Wednesday, 27 July 2011
more involvement lately
I'm still feeling exhausted everyday.
They say it's because the body is using a lot of energy for the baby's growth.
He kissed my tummy again last night.
I love it when he does that, it's like telling the little one he loves him.
He is also more involved - thinking of rearrangement of furniture, getting a cot, naming the baby etc...
I truly feel blessed having him around.
And I gotta thank God for making all these possible.
I also have to thank him for being such a wonderful father-to-be.
He'll be back in camp next week. The little one and I are going to miss him alot.
We'll cherish the entire week with him before he goes away.
The little one says he loves daddy very much. (:
They say it's because the body is using a lot of energy for the baby's growth.
He kissed my tummy again last night.
I love it when he does that, it's like telling the little one he loves him.
He is also more involved - thinking of rearrangement of furniture, getting a cot, naming the baby etc...
I truly feel blessed having him around.
And I gotta thank God for making all these possible.
I also have to thank him for being such a wonderful father-to-be.
He'll be back in camp next week. The little one and I are going to miss him alot.
We'll cherish the entire week with him before he goes away.
The little one says he loves daddy very much. (:
Friday, 22 July 2011
A very lovely boyfriend and father to be
Hunz bought me the pregnancy pillow last night.
He said I'd need it even more as the belly grows larger.
He's really a sweetie pie and I'm more blessed than ever.
While shopping last evening, he suddenly said he thought of a name for the little one.
One with 'A' and 'K' in it - Jake.
He said I'd need it even more as the belly grows larger.
He's really a sweetie pie and I'm more blessed than ever.
While shopping last evening, he suddenly said he thought of a name for the little one.
One with 'A' and 'K' in it - Jake.
Wednesday, 20 July 2011
17 weeks
The little one is 11.4cm long (head to bottom).
The doctor said I've got low lying placenta and might need a cesarean. It's still early to decide though, so I've got to visit him a couple more occasions.
The tummy's getting tighter but these two nights have been moderately well. I've been talking to the little one before bed, asking him to allow me some good night's rest so I can last the day at work. He's a really good boy.
I also love how hunz feels or rubs my tummy. Like, he's feeling for the little one. I hope I'll be able to let him feel the little one when he starts kicking or protruding.
The doctor said I've got low lying placenta and might need a cesarean. It's still early to decide though, so I've got to visit him a couple more occasions.
The tummy's getting tighter but these two nights have been moderately well. I've been talking to the little one before bed, asking him to allow me some good night's rest so I can last the day at work. He's a really good boy.
I also love how hunz feels or rubs my tummy. Like, he's feeling for the little one. I hope I'll be able to let him feel the little one when he starts kicking or protruding.
Wednesday, 13 July 2011
16 weeks
I have so much difficulty sleeping at night.
The tummy feels really awkward - I can't explain how weird.
I get awaken to run toilet trips which gets really disruptive.
I can't sit in a single position for more than 10 mins while at work.
My shoulders, lower back and calves are aching like crap.
My nose and sinuses are constantly blocked, I barely can breathe.
The share of food intake has reduced because I constantly feel bloated.
I need a pregnancy pillow and I'm in awful need for a massage. Like a plea, like a beg. Goodness.
God's blessing.
The job interview hunz went last week offered him a position with a very decent salary.
I'm very happy for him.
God's a brilliant watcher, undeniably. Thank you Big Guy!
I'm very happy for him.
God's a brilliant watcher, undeniably. Thank you Big Guy!
Sunday, 10 July 2011
The magical moment
Hunz grabbed my tummy and planted a kiss.
Nobody will ever know how magical that moment was for the three of us.
I felt so touched I almost cried.
I've been carefully threading around the pregnancy topic.
Carefully making sure I don't say or do things that will add on the stress he already has.
His action caught me pleasantly surprised.
I know the little one is feeling blessed too. Because daddy loves him.
Nobody will ever know how magical that moment was for the three of us.
I felt so touched I almost cried.
I've been carefully threading around the pregnancy topic.
Carefully making sure I don't say or do things that will add on the stress he already has.
His action caught me pleasantly surprised.
I know the little one is feeling blessed too. Because daddy loves him.
Wednesday, 6 July 2011
Hunz' graduation
Attended hunz' graduation today.
Was so proud of him when he walked the stage to receive his scroll.
The end of college life marks the beginning of another milestone in life.
I'm so glad he allowed me to be part of these important times.
We celebrated further by watching Transformers in the night.
I hope he enjoyed the movie and I love making him feel happy.
Tuesday, 28 June 2011
The good news
Dr. Ang called.
He has good news.
The little one is healthy, with no down syndrome.
He is a baby boy. (:
I'm more thrilled to know that the little one's alright.
Momma's gonna continue protecting you.
He has good news.
The little one is healthy, with no down syndrome.
He is a baby boy. (:
I'm more thrilled to know that the little one's alright.
Momma's gonna continue protecting you.
Thursday, 23 June 2011
Week 13
The ultrasound screen shows little love sleeping inside me.
I was filled with jitters, so afraid of going into the procedure room.
Hunz held my hands and showered hugs. It was comforting but I was still afraid.
My name was called out, he had to stay outside.
The LA hurts, but the introducer hurts worse.
My focus was on the little one; like guided by the sonographer, I kept focusing on him.
The biopsy hurt like crap.
I lost count of the samples taken.
I heard the consultant said "PCR" but I couldn't remember what it meant that instance.
Then, it was all over. I was out of the procedure suite, ready to be discharged.
Three days of complete rest in bed was there waiting.
I was filled with jitters, so afraid of going into the procedure room.
Hunz held my hands and showered hugs. It was comforting but I was still afraid.
My name was called out, he had to stay outside.
The LA hurts, but the introducer hurts worse.
My focus was on the little one; like guided by the sonographer, I kept focusing on him.
The biopsy hurt like crap.
I lost count of the samples taken.
I heard the consultant said "PCR" but I couldn't remember what it meant that instance.
Then, it was all over. I was out of the procedure suite, ready to be discharged.
Three days of complete rest in bed was there waiting.
Thursday, 16 June 2011
Week 12
Dr. Ang called.
The OSCAR result was ready.
The little one was at high risk for down syndrome at birth.
My world crashed.
It was a roller coaster ride before deciding to have him stay.
And now this.
The first thing flashed across my head was if it was karma.
Karma for even harboring thoughts of erasing him from my life.
I cried.
My heart sank.
It felt so bad that I've never been so hurt before.
Hunz and I had two options.
A CVS test next week or Amniocentesis at 5 months.
We're going for the CVS.
It's easier now than later.
The OSCAR result was ready.
The little one was at high risk for down syndrome at birth.
My world crashed.
It was a roller coaster ride before deciding to have him stay.
And now this.
The first thing flashed across my head was if it was karma.
Karma for even harboring thoughts of erasing him from my life.
I cried.
My heart sank.
It felt so bad that I've never been so hurt before.
Hunz and I had two options.
A CVS test next week or Amniocentesis at 5 months.
We're going for the CVS.
It's easier now than later.
Sunday, 15 May 2011
A long crazy road
The pregnancy hasn't been easy.
Besides the raging hormones,I've been falling sick, feeling all that morning sickness.
All that physical, emotional and financial stress is killing me.
I thought I could be strong, but all I do is cry night after night.
I have to stop crying.
It's not good for me or the baby.
Crying isn't solving any problems anyway.
I NEED to be strong.
Besides the raging hormones,I've been falling sick, feeling all that morning sickness.
All that physical, emotional and financial stress is killing me.
I thought I could be strong, but all I do is cry night after night.
I have to stop crying.
It's not good for me or the baby.
Crying isn't solving any problems anyway.
I NEED to be strong.
Monday, 9 May 2011
The heartbeat
We heard the baby's heartbeat for the first time today.
It was such a joyful thing for me.
it signified a life growing inside me.
Like the little one's telling me "momma, I can't wait to get out and be with you and daddy."
I hope hunz felt happy when he heard the little one's heartbeat.
It was such a joyful thing for me.
it signified a life growing inside me.
Like the little one's telling me "momma, I can't wait to get out and be with you and daddy."
I hope hunz felt happy when he heard the little one's heartbeat.
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